Wallpaper!

This is my new PC wallpaper. LOVING IT! (But the beauty of the wallpaper is spoiled by the blue toolbar! LOL!)

FIRST YEAR IS OFFICIALLY OVER!

I'm SO HAPPY at the moment. I've just finished my first year exams!!!!!!!! WOO HOO!!!!! SO happy!

I have been under much stress for the past month, worrying that I can't study finish in time, or worry that I'll fail. But so far so good. I think I should be able to pass all my subject. Here I want to thank all my friends who had supported me throughout the whole ordeal, especially Yi Zhi. Thank you all those who prayed for me. Thank my family too for supporting me. Most of all, thank God that I can do every paper!

How long has it been since I can just sit in front of my laptop and do nothing, no need to worry that I waste too much time playing and will not be able to study finish in time. It has been SO SO LONG!!!!!!!

I'm going to go Bangalore tomorrow to shop!!!!!!! Then next stop is KL! Then SIBU HOME SWEET HOME!!! I miss Sibu's food. Those in KL or in Sibu can call me up!

I CAN'T WAIT TO GO HOME! WOOH! It is time to P-L-A-Y!

End Of Blocks, Beginning of Preparation For Unis...

I just finished my block 4 exams yesterday. I was SO relieved as I have been under pressure for the past 3 weeks. Finally I can take a break and sleep.

After exams yesterday, we took a taxi and went to Mangalore. We only had little time to look around but I managed to buy a few shirts. Watched Harry Potter first. The movie was nice but a little bit draggy. And I think that a lot of important things are left unexplained. But overall it was a nice movie. It was SO SAD when Dumbledore died. My friends even cried cause of that. We had only half and hour or so before Transformer began. So we had only some ice cream and burger. For me, Transformers was a little bit boring. TOO much action, too little story line. From the beginning till the end I kept on seeing things crashing and rubble flying everywhere.... Reached hostel at 1130pm and was exhausted.

I think that soon I would have to start preparation for my unis. I do not want to fail it at all. I hope I can get through it... When I start thinking about how much I have to read, I started feeling scared. One block is already A WHOLE LOT, what about 4 blocks combined together? I can't really imagine the ordeal that I'm going to go through these few weeks. Now I just hope that I have enough determination to really study well for my unis and get it over with faster so that I can go back to Malaysia!

I really miss home.

Life is killing me softly...

Anatomy Viva

Just returned from Anatomy Viva. Damn sad now.

I knew how to answer some questions but some I don't know. I believe everyone is like that.

But, my lecturer said twice or thrice, "You did not do well." or "You did not study enough".

I know that I really did not study enough. But to hear her repeat it 2 or 3 times is really hurtful. She totally crumbled my confidence.

I know that I should not be sad. Everyone does not know how to answer some questions. And viva only accounts for 5 marks. But I just can't help it. Other lecturers did not criticize their students like this.

Damn sad. T_T

Haiz....

Can't stop myself from crying.

Miss home so much. Miss parents so much. Feeling so sad that I'm not able to be at home.

Miss celebrating with family.

Tears, when will you stop?

Happy 21st To Myself

I'm officially 21 already, either following Malaysia time or India's time.

Adulthood, seems so scary at the moment. With it comes lots of responsibilities, which I'm not good at handling. I hope to be able to mature and to handle responsibilities well... For now, the thing I want to improve most is my self-discipline! It is really important for a medic student to have good self-discipline, which is the one aspect I lack most. So far I've been lucky to have passed my exams. My uni exams are coming up soon.... Hope that I will pass them so that I'll not need to refresh year one.

This year's birthday.... I'm quite sad that I can't celebrate the most important year at home with my family. They can't be with me physically to celebrate my transition into adulthood. I miss my friends at home too! Many are back in Sibu already. Hope you guys have a good time!

I'm not able to really celebrate my birthday as the following week starting Monday there will be exams for 2 whole weeks. But I've had dinner with my friends at Cosmo Cafe just now. Thanks everyone who came in spite that they have to study for exams. I really appreciate it! Thanks for the nice present and wonderful cake as well! Glad to have friends who can celebrate my birthday with me. THANKS!

Might update pictures in Facebook or here tomorrow... I think I've grown fatter already. Haiz...

Happy 21st birthday to me!

p/s: I really miss home.... Feeling emo.. I'm always like this during exams...

LOL!! To Ian Eng!

Ian insisted that I post this conversation on my blog! -_-

Ian has always managed to get only 2 responses from me. Either I think that he is DAMN LAME and I'll roll my eyes or DAMN FUNNY and I'll laugh hysterically!!! HAHA! I don't think we ever had any normal conversations! HAHA! I miss crapping with him and laughing over his weird and slightly retarded actions, which he always does to make us laugh. Haiz... Makes me miss my secondary school years and friends.

joanne says (10:09 AM):
eh u haf twitter?
ian says (10:10 AM):
HELLOOOOOOO
TWITWITWITWITTTTTT
IM A BIRD
TWITWITWITWITIWTWTTTTTTTTTTT
got
joanne says (10:10 AM):
u siao la
ian says (10:10 AM):
but havent started using it
joanne says (10:10 AM):
i oso haf
actually
i register long time ago
but then
ian says (10:10 AM):
same
joanne says (10:10 AM):
forgot pswd
HAHAHHAHA
then
ian says (10:10 AM):
HAHAHAHA
joanne says (10:10 AM):
now
ian says (10:10 AM):
NOOB
JOANNE NOOB
joanne says (10:10 AM):
change d
ian says (10:10 AM):
now what
oh
joanne says (10:10 AM):
SHUTTUP LA
so
joanne says (10:11 AM):
now can sign in
haiz
but
ian says (10:11 AM):
oh
joanne says (10:11 AM):
india no wireless
ian says (10:11 AM):
U A LOT OF BUTS EH
CILAKA
joanne says (10:11 AM):
cnt update constantly
ian says (10:11 AM):
PI GU SO MANY FOR WHAT
joanne says (10:11 AM):
I LIKE TO BUT CNT AHHHHHHHHHHHH
ur english so poor one le
but n butt oso cnt differentiate
AHHAHAHAHHAH
ian says (10:11 AM):
cilaka
can differentiate K!!!!
joanne says (10:11 AM):
cnt ho
u tot but is butt
ian says (10:11 AM):
butt, u differentiate with respect to t
joanne says (10:11 AM):
BIG MISTAKE IAN
ian says (10:11 AM):
u get but
joanne says (10:12 AM):
GO DIE LA U
WTF
ian says (10:12 AM):
coz is but^2
joanne says (10:12 AM):
AHHAHAHHAHHAHHA
ian says (10:12 AM):
u differentiate
u get 2but
BUT HOR
cilaka
who say cannot differentiate
joanne says (10:12 AM):
u cnt la
i mean
literally
ian says (10:12 AM):
POST IN BLOG LAAAA
HAHAHAHA
joanne says (10:12 AM):
WHERE GOT PPL USE BUT TO DO DIFFERENTIATION
CRAZY LA U
ian says (10:12 AM):
GOT AH
joanne says (10:12 AM):
u wan me to post isit?
ian says (10:12 AM):
WHY NOT
joanne says (10:12 AM):
LOL!
ian says (10:12 AM):
CILAKA
WANT

This is one of the short ones. Next time when we crap remember to post it on ur blog la! But mostly it is YOU who are crapping! HAHAHAHA!!